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14 September 2001
The past week has been filled with sorrow. I found out about the
hijacked planes on Tuesday, when I was working on, ironically, a
working group plan for NetAfriques proposal to rework the
Martin Luther King, Jr. Project Foundations site. As usual,
we were listening to Joy FM, a station with a format of light, excruciating
pop music from the U.S. and Europe, when I heard the announcer speak
over the music, as he does, that an airplane had flown into the
World Trade Center. Then the song continued, and I turned to my
office mates and asked, "Did he just say that a plane flew
into the World Trade Center?" They nodded and turned back to
their monitors. My first reaction, not unique, was that it must
have been an accident. I imagined a helicopter or city-hopper-like
craft.
After a few minutes, I went into another office to see if we could
try to get Internet access in order to check out what happened.
One of my co-workers found a picture and the breaking news, but
it wouldnt load entirely. I decided to go back to Geekhalla
and see if I could get access there. No luck. By the time I got
back to the office there were reports of the second plane crashing
into the WTC, so I knew it wasnt an accident. I tried to find
a phone center so I could call home to find out what was happening.
The radio reports were not detailed, and someone in the street was
saying that the U.S. was being bombed. I got through and was toldtold of news of hijackers and the Pentagon. Still, no one in
or around the office stopped normal activities (and I suppose its
not so unusual), so I wasnt sure what to think. I went to
the next office, where there is a television, and saw images of
the towers and Pentagon on fire. It was terrifying. At that point,
I went back to the office, gathered my things, and set out to find
a restaurant or hotel with CNN.
The other geeks had already heard and read about what was happening,
so they were out looking for CNN, too. When we finally found coverage,
we sat in shock under the television for the rest of the day. We
checked on our families and friends, but mainly just watched the
screen in disbelief.
The next day, after everyone realized what had happened and the
ramifications, the mood everywhere was somber. Usually, when I pass
through the men who wait near the U.S. consular section building,
I get a bit of friendly harassment (marriage proposals and the like).
But now they were quiet or offered condolences. Also, the building
was ringed with guards dressed in black uniforms.
Ghanaians Ive encountered have been saddened by the attacks,
and there are prayer vigils happening all around Accra. Many Ghanaians
live in New York, and at least five have died in the destruction.
Most people wonder how U.S. security failed, but they also remind
me of the foreign policy we have in place which could engender such
hatred.
However,
on Wednesday evening, when I was typing e-mail in Cyberia, a man
started shouting praise and support for the attacks and said he
hopes its only the beginning. I dont know where he was
from, but he didnt appear to be Ghanaian. His rant was idiotic
and simplistic, so it was hard to take seriously. But I know people
do have these feelings, and, politics and history aside (if thats
a possibility), the sheer insensitivity to the fact that thousands
of people were killed made me angry.
Its difficult to scrounge around for information about what
is going on and to be so far from home during this episode. Sometimes
we can get online (which is how I can post this, of course), and
I have a little radio here to listen to the BBC or Radio France.
(Ive decided to avoid Cyberia for the time being.) I cant
process any of the things President Bush says, since its the
most mindless and sound-bite-inspired rot. The BBC has interviewed
people who have more insightful things to say, but its still
hard to swallow the fact that this happened. When I see photos of
the New York skyline, Im devastated.
Im worried about the retaliation the U.S. will plan, and I
worry about being in Africa while this happens, since I can imagine
that it could cause a conflict that that spins out of control.
The country I return to in December will be a different country.
(Hopefully there will be more on Ghana in
my next post.)
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